“Can we only love
Something created in our own imaginations?
Are we all in fact unloving and unloveable?
Then one is alone, and if one is alone
Then lover and beloved are equally unreal
And the dreamer is no more real than his dreams.”—T. S. Eliot, The Cocktail Party (via persentisco)
I’m off to Kona Cafe at Disney’s Polynesian Resort this morning with my friend Sarah. I’m going to try Tonga toast for the time! Kona Cafe is definitely one of my favorite places to eat at Walt Disney World. Later, I’m going to Magic Kingdom and finally get to meet one of my awesome followers Katherine. (Go follow her, she’s incredibly sweet and has an awesome blog)
In other news, I did move apartments. I’m now in Chatham 1101 if anyone wants to come by and say hey. I’m now in a 4 bedroom opposed to the 2 bedroom I was in before. It’s a lot different. We have 2 refrigerators, an extra bathroom, a really big living space, but a bit smaller kitchen. Also, I have a balcony now which is kind of nice if I want to get some air. My roommates are really chill too. I haven’t met them all yet because I have 7 but I definitely hope and think things will be a lot better now.
I know people are still going around talking about me but I’m trying to do my own thing and work hard, meet new people, and enjoy myself instead of worrying about drama.
I’m going to start a blog and start vlogging about my Disney experience really soon too but I’ll keep everyone posted.
“Thoughts and images are formed into physical reality and become physical fact. They are propelled chemically. A thought IS energy. It begins to produce itself physically at the moment of its conception.”—Seth (via ohmothernature)
“It suddenly struck me that that tiny pea, pretty and blue, was the Earth. I put up my thumb and shut one eye, and my thumb blotted out the planet Earth. I didn’t feel like a giant. I felt very, very small.”—Neil Armstrong (via arpeggia)
hey I'm thinking of doing the dcp this spring! whats your experience like so far? where do you work? where do you live? hope you're having a magical day!
Hey I definitely recommend it. I do concierge/front desk at Disney’s Boardwalk Resort and love my job and co-workers so much. I live in Chatham and it’s really nice. Feel free to come off anon and ask more questions :)
It was a joke because we found out who was spreading rumors and how it became such a big thing and they were saying stuff about someone else and trying to get someone else kicked out of the program so they wanted to do something about it. I’m not the type of person to start drama and get involved with it so I’ll let them take care of whatever it is they want to do about it.
“The best people possess a feeling for beauty, the courage to take risks, the discipline to tell the truth, the capacity for sacrifice. Ironically, their virtues make them vulnerable; they are often wounded, sometimes destroyed.”— Ernest Hemingway, author and journalist, Nobel laureate (1899-1961)
“Do you ever get that feeling where you don’t want to talk to anybody? You don’t want to smile and you don’t want to fake being happy. But at the same time you don’t know exactly what’s wrong either. There isn’t a way to explain it to someone who doesn’t already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone.
People have stopped being comforting and being along never was. At least when you’re alone no one will constantly ask you what is wrong and there isn’t anyone who won’t take ‘I don’t know’ for an answer. You feel the way you do just because. You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.”—Author Unknown (via 99lions)
“People think they know me, but they don’t. Not really. Actually, I am one of the loneliest people on this earth. I cry sometimes, because it hurts. It does. To be honest, I guess you could say that it hurts to be me.”—Michael Jackson
I want to hang out with you so badly because although we hung out once, I want to see if I can feel just as comfortable with you another time. I want to take pictures with you and the characters and see the infectious smile on your face going through the park and enjoying the rides. I want you to tell me how badly you look and for me to correct you and tell you how beautiful you look although you’ll still be stubborn about it. I want you to see that I’m someone different and make you forget about your past when you’re with me. I really want to show you that someone can make you feel so amazing and be there for you. <3
I’m so sick of people spreading rumors about me. Like seriously? :(
I don’t deserve any of this and as much as I want to ignore it, it’s constant messages from random numbers and anons and my roommates coming to me and everything. It’s just not right at all and it hurts. I’m honestly upset right now. :(
If you’re in the DCP and are reading this and hear someone say something bad about me, it’s not true. If you choose to believe those people then it’s just your loss because I’m the type of person who cares a ton about others and will be there for you no matter what.
Was feeling a bit loopy this morning from the melatonin.
Went to lunch at Wendy’s with Cam. (We forgot it was Sunday and that Chic-Fil-A was closed)
Called off work because it was rainy and I felt like crap. Luckily I laid down for a bit and felt better.
Went to Wal-Mart and watched 500 Days of Summer with Victoria. I’m so glad I finally got to see the movie that I’ve seen a million people post pics of on Tumblr, and I really enjoyed the movie a lot.)
Went to House of Blues (HOB) with Lisa, Baxter, and got to meet the awesome Madison (go follow her- BEST Disney blog ever) Watching the crazy dancers and gross inappropriateness was very entertaining. I wish we could have danced more too but next time it will be better. :)
Overall I had a pretty solid day. Hopefully I can find plans for today so I’m not cooped up in the apartment all day.
Goodnight princesses and pirates/cowboys (Disney talk)
“Even when I detach, I care. You can be separate from a thing and still care about it. If I wanted to detach completely, I would move my body away. I would stop the conversation midsentence. I would leave the bed. Instead, I hover over it for a second. I glance off in another direction. But I always glance back at you.”—David Levithan, The Lover’s Dictionary (via skintones)