Something created in our own imaginations?
Are we all in fact unloving and unloveable?
Then one is alone, and if one is alone
Then lover and beloved are equally unreal
And the dreamer is no more real than his dreams.” —T. S. Eliot, The Cocktail Party (via persentisco)
I’m off to Kona Cafe at Disney’s Polynesian Resort this morning with my friend Sarah. I’m going to try Tonga toast for the time! Kona Cafe is definitely one of my favorite places to eat at Walt Disney World. Later, I’m going to Magic Kingdom and finally get to meet one of my awesome followers Katherine. (Go follow her, she’s incredibly sweet and has an awesome blog)
In other news, I did move apartments. I’m now in Chatham 1101 if anyone wants to come by and say hey. I’m now in a 4 bedroom opposed to the 2 bedroom I was in before. It’s a lot different. We have 2 refrigerators, an extra bathroom, a really big living space, but a bit smaller kitchen. Also, I have a balcony now which is kind of nice if I want to get some air. My roommates are really chill too. I haven’t met them all yet because I have 7 but I definitely hope and think things will be a lot better now.
I know people are still going around talking about me but I’m trying to do my own thing and work hard, meet new people, and enjoy myself instead of worrying about drama.
I’m going to start a blog and start vlogging about my Disney experience really soon too but I’ll keep everyone posted.
Have a magical day!!
Hey I definitely recommend it. I do concierge/front desk at Disney’s Boardwalk Resort and love my job and co-workers so much. I live in Chatham and it’s really nice. Feel free to come off anon and ask more questions :)
It was a joke because we found out who was spreading rumors and how it became such a big thing and they were saying stuff about someone else and trying to get someone else kicked out of the program so they wanted to do something about it. I’m not the type of person to start drama and get involved with it so I’ll let them take care of whatever it is they want to do about it.
People have stopped being comforting and being along never was. At least when you’re alone no one will constantly ask you what is wrong and there isn’t anyone who won’t take ‘I don’t know’ for an answer. You feel the way you do just because. You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.” —Author Unknown (via 99lions)
I want to hang out with you so badly because although we hung out once, I want to see if I can feel just as comfortable with you another time. I want to take pictures with you and the characters and see the infectious smile on your face going through the park and enjoying the rides. I want you to tell me how badly you look and for me to correct you and tell you how beautiful you look although you’ll still be stubborn about it. I want you to see that I’m someone different and make you forget about your past when you’re with me. I really want to show you that someone can make you feel so amazing and be there for you. <3
I’m so sick of people spreading rumors about me. Like seriously? :(
I don’t deserve any of this and as much as I want to ignore it, it’s constant messages from random numbers and anons and my roommates coming to me and everything. It’s just not right at all and it hurts. I’m honestly upset right now. :(
If you’re in the DCP and are reading this and hear someone say something bad about me, it’s not true. If you choose to believe those people then it’s just your loss because I’m the type of person who cares a ton about others and will be there for you no matter what.
I had to get that off my chest.
Was feeling a bit loopy this morning from the melatonin.
Went to lunch at Wendy’s with Cam. (We forgot it was Sunday and that Chic-Fil-A was closed)
Called off work because it was rainy and I felt like crap. Luckily I laid down for a bit and felt better.
Went to Wal-Mart and watched 500 Days of Summer with Victoria. I’m so glad I finally got to see the movie that I’ve seen a million people post pics of on Tumblr, and I really enjoyed the movie a lot.)
Went to House of Blues (HOB) with Lisa, Baxter, and got to meet the awesome Madison (go follow her- BEST Disney blog ever) Watching the crazy dancers and gross inappropriateness was very entertaining. I wish we could have danced more too but next time it will be better. :)
Overall I had a pretty solid day. Hopefully I can find plans for today so I’m not cooped up in the apartment all day.
Goodnight princesses and pirates/cowboys (Disney talk)
Melatonin will be my life saver <3
I think she knows although it’s not mutual to my knowledge. I don’t think we’re on the same page but we’ll see where things go.